"I can understand reaching out to Spike and your need for closeness, what I don't get is your contrary treatment of him after the fact."
Buffy refused to meet his eyes. She couldn't believe anyone could want her when she was dead inside, when Spike looked at her as if she was alive and worthy of his love, she couldn't stand it.
"Spike took the pain away, I needed to feel something."


Part of the Alley!verse
- mood:
pleased
- noise:midnight oil — tone poem
Comments
SMG dithered over being in the final season of Angel for so long until she announced to Joss that she could clear her schedule of amazingly crap movie to appear in the last episode. No doubt she expected everyone to dance to her tune.
Joss didn't want the last episode to be about Buffy, so told her to go jump. No Buffy in the finale. Yay!
So, girls can abuse guys but if guys abuse girls - it's wrong? ::smacks Buffy:: Sorry for ranting.
I guess I feel a bit sorry for Buffy, and that's the main problem I have. I won't go so far as to say that I sympathize with her, but I can't hate someone that strikes me as so confused and well, pitiful.